Lost in the woods

A full free day at the castle may not have been a good idea. It leaves a lot of idle time in an area where there is very little to do. The only planned thing was a lecture after breakfast. It was fine. Ken talked about Highland River, followed by Katelynd and Jake R. discussing what they liked and didn't like about the book. Then we talked about Stone Voices, which I forgot to read the chapters, oops. Oh well, I still talked during the discussion and that's all that matters. Other than that I read (surprise), ate left over spaghetti, played a game of table tennis (and lost), played a game of euchre( and lost with Sam as my partner), and typed up journal entries. Katelynd, Mara, and I went for a walk on the trails. I'm admitting now though I don't think the other will, we got lost, kinda badly to be honest. We did make it back before dinner. It was beautiful and a lot of fun to wonder but I was worried. In line for dinner I got in a slight fight with Jeff. He said it would be funny to hit me in the face with his tray and I replied ya since I'd beat you with mine, Then he told me he could outrun me and I laughed. I know Cartrite is probably going to fully read this but I don't actually care anymore. I need a neutral vent that doens't intensify my feelings. I don't like being angry, but I'm either happy, content, angry, or I've shut down/in the middle of shutting donw. Anger is natural to me unfortunately and it can be strong. After dinner we tried to listen to Ken read some of his poems but we weren't in the 'right' mood. I hope we didn't hurt his feelings but we were a little giddy. I have decided I don't like sitting between the Jakes. Not fun at all really because they just joke with each other. Random things followed ending with me packing and going to bed by midnight. I once gain wasn't in the greatest mood. I did wake up at about 1 to Courtney talking with Sam about her getting sick. I wasn't mad though, it's hard to be mad at the fairy queen.